Sick

I feel the frus when people nag at me too much~
I hated home~
Mom nags me~
Aunt nags me~
Everyone nags me~
e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e...

Home...
A place for me to rest in peace and quiet~
After a long day from work~
I dont wanna talk,
I dont wanna discuss~
Just rest~
Not NAG~


Just because i am sick, doesnt mean i dont know how to take care of myself~
I know how to handle myself well without anyone nagging me bout it~
Just because i am not doing it in front of you, doesnt mean i am not doing it at all~
I am just trying to do it my own way, without you lecturing me for it~

It's ok if you nag at me, fine~
It's NOT ok if you do it ALL the time,
When you know WOMEN during their PERIOD time,
Have MOOD SWINGS, and you just have to come up and do your thing~
You know how frus can it be?!?

Thanks for emphasizing on the...
"Im mad at myself for getting sick too cos thanks to YOU spreading the virus to me,
I'm sick as well"

FINE!

Let's just fall in love again

Jason Castro - Let's just fall in love again
Let’s pretend baby
That you’ve just met me
And I’ve never seen you before
I’ll tell all my friends
That I think you’re starin’
And you say the same to yours

And oh, we’ll dance around it all night
And then I’ll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

I’ll call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And I’ll ask your roommate if you’re home
You call me on Thursday
And we’ll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And oh, I’ll hold your hand when we drive
And we’ll lose track of all the time
And we’ll tell everyone
That we ain’t never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

We’ll fall disgustingly fast
And we’ll stop hangin’ out with friends
And they’ll be so offended

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again
Let’s just fall in love again
So, let’s just fall in love again

*Cant stop falling for you each time we meet*

Thoughts > destiny

Words from the wise ones

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

I gave it all away

Boyzone - I Gave It All Away
I ..... I will learn to live before I die
will learn to love and learn to try
not to give it all away (give it all away)
She ... she may be
the one that's meant for me
or for the man that I used to be (used to be)
til' I gave it all away (gave it all awayx2)

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

you taught me to see the better truth
about yourself but about me too (about me too)
I was stupid over you
what could I do

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I've waited enough
baby, no, I won't let you go
I'm sick of tears and being fierce

(I won't let go of you, I won't let go of you, of you, of youx2)

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

there's nothing left to take (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry ry)

I gave it all away

Let's Not

Super Junior - Lets Not

이 순간이 마 지막이라고 그토록 사 랑한 그 대 가에
I sun-gan-i ma-ji-mak-i-ra-go geu-t’o-rok sa-rang-han geu dae-ga-e

넌 돌리려 해 도 울며 매 달려도 그냥 싫 다며 헤어짐을 말 한 나야.
Neon dol-li-ryeo hae-do ol-myeo nae-dal-ryeo-do geu-nyang shilh-da-myeo he-eo-jim-eul mal-han na-ya

난 항상 강 한 척만 하 지만 평생 너 하나 지킬 자신 없어 떠난 비겁한 남자야
Nan hang-sang gang-han ch’eok-man ha-ji-man p’yeong-saeng neo ha-na ji-k’il ji-shin eobs-eo ddeo-nan bi-geub-han nam-ja-ya

*다신 나 같은 사람 사랑하지 말고
Da-shin na ga-t’eun sa-ram sa-rang-ha-ji mal-go

다신 그리워할 사 람 만들지 말 고
Da-shin geu-ri-weo-hal sa-ram man-deul-ji mal-go

너만 바라보고 너 아님 안 돼서
Neo-mal ba-ra-bo-go neo a-nim an dwae-seo

하루도 못 버 틸 만큼 사 랑해주는 사람 만 나 제발
Ha-ru-do mot beo-t’il man-k’eum sa-rang-hae-ju-neun sa-ram man-na je-bal

넌 아파 날 잡으려 하지만, 평생 내 곁엔 행복해질 자신 없는 비겁한 여자야
Neon a-p’a nal jab-eu-ryeo ha-ji-man, p’yeong-saeng nae gyeo-t’en haeng-bok-hae-jil ja-shin eobs-neun bi-geob-han yeo-ja-ya

*다신 나 같은 사람 사랑하지 말고
Da-shin na-ga-t’eun sa-ram sa-rang-ha-ji mal-go

다신 그리워할 사 람 만들지 말 고
Da-shin geu-ri-weo-hal sa-ram man-deul-ji mal-go

너만 바라보고 너 아님 안 돼서
Neo-man ba-ra-bo-go neo a-nim an dwae-seo

하루도 못 버 틸 만큼 사 랑해주는 사람 만 나
Ha-ru-do mot beo-t’il man-k’eum sa-rang-hae-ju-neun sa-ram man-na

언젠가 우리 헤 어짐을 후회한대도 이 별 밖에는 난 해줄게 없어
Eon-jen-ga u-ri he-eo-jim-eul hu-hwa-dae-do i-byeol bakk-e-eun nan hae-jul-ge eobs-eo

*지난 시간을 세며 아파 울지 말고
Ji-nan shi-gan-eul se-myeo a-p’a ul-ji mal-go

지난 바보 같 은 사랑 그 리워 말고
Ji-nan ba-bo ga-t’eun sa-rang geu-ri-weo mal-go

너만 바라보고 너 아님 안 돼서 하루도 못 버틸 만큼
Neo-man ba-ra-bo-go neo a-nim an dwae-seo ha-ru-do mot beo-t’il man-k’eum

사랑해 주는 사 람 만나 제 발 행복하기를
Sa-rang-hae ju-neun sa-ram man-na je-bal haeng-bok-ha-gi-reul

두 번 다 시는 마주치지 말 자
Do beon da-shi-neun ma-ju-ch’i-ji mal-ja

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Translation :
saying that this moment is the last to you whom I loved so much
even if you try to turn it back, even if you hold onto me crying, I was the one who said no and bid our farewell

I always act strong,
but I’m a cowardly man who didn’t have the confidence to protect you forever and left

don’t love someone like me again
don’t make someone to miss again
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you.. please

hurting, you try to hold me back,
but I’m a cowardly woman who doesn’t have the confidence to give happiness to anyone beside her

don’t love someone like me again
don’t make someone to miss again
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you

even if we are ever to regret our breakup
I can’t do anything but give you our farewell

don’t cry in pain counting the time that’s passed
don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you..

Please, I hope that you’ll be happy
let’s never meet again…

PS : It wont be the same again. . . It's hurting me. . .

Schokolat

12th April 2010 - Monday

Feeling Monday blues? Tired of getting up to work every morning and don't know where to eat during lunch time? If you are at Solaris Mt Kiara, and has a sweet tooth, head up to Schokolart which located at Solaris Mt Kiara (Opposite Tenji)~ A sweet restaurant with chocolate theme. . . Mmm. . .

Came here with my colleagues during lunch time =P

They serve lunch set as well, RM10.90 per set, comes with soup of the day and the main course~

Pumpkin soup

De la ham
(angel hair pasta served with turkey ham, mushroom and onion in virgin olive oil)

Berner
(roesti with diced bacon and drizzled with fresh meat)

Creamy spaghetti
(cooked in an exotic blend of wasabi, served with tuna)

Operation Hour:
Sunday-Thursday 11am - 11pm
Friday,Saturday & Public Holiday Eve's 11am - 1am

Schokolat Sdn. Bhd.
Block K-01-05 , SohoKL@Solaris Mont Kiara ,
2, Jalan Solaris , 50480 Kuala Lumpur.

Tel : 603-6203 0968
Email : schokolartaddict@gmail.com

Beauty of Kuala Lumpur

27th March 2010 - Saturday

Wilson's friend came to KL (from China) and i was the tour guide assistant~ She came with her brother, Ah Kitt~

First destination was :
Aquaria
Tourist attraction place~ Went there for quite alot of times~ Price keep increasing like nobody's business and there are lesser things to see ~_~ Macam scam our money like that~

Next was :
Colliseum
Great place to dine and great place to relax~ Serves by old people and sometimes its really SLOW service~ Can wait one hour for one fried ice cream~ Not that great anyway~ Alot of flour and the outer piece was bit too thick~

Next destination :
Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad
Kuala Lumpur~ Angel likes to take pics instead of shopping so we brought her to those old buildings.

Next destination :
Museum
Place where you see skeletons, old vases, plates, clothes and tradition in Malaysia~ The last time i've been there was when i was 8 or 9 lolx~

Next destination :
Lookout Point Gasoline Ampang
Been dying to go to this place~ Tried to go there the 2nd time with Jason but the taxi duno how to go~ This time got GPS~ So its more convenient in a way. . .

Final destination :
PutraJaya
Heard of Putra Jaya but never been there and duno wads nice there? If you love architecture and arts and of course, photography, this is a place to go~

So here are the pics i took. . .

Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad

Museum Negara : Old train

Map to Lookout Point

View from Lookout Point Gasoline~

Putra Jaya bridge

The bridge from another view

Golden city~ It's a really nice view from here

The mosque

Note : mybottleofhope.blogspot.com is my primary blog~ But it's been set to private blog due to some personal reason =)

Backstreet Boys - How Did I Fall In Love With You

Backstreet Boys - How Did I Fall In Love With You
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

A soulmate. . .

"A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life."

~Richard Bach~

Little Korea

18th February 2010 - Thursday

We went Little Korea which located in Ampang~ RC lead the way and i know its super duper far~

Dinner. . . is goooooooooooooood. . .

The Menu

As usual, the kimchi and stuff~ But i only eat 2-3 things from there

RC's seafood + rice

Raptor's meal~ It's rice beneath all these fili-fala (and beef)

This was Pam's wantan mee in Korean style~ Looks nice

Mine was cold ramen~ It's really nice and i didnt regret it~ But after awhile i'd start to get jelak of it~ Perhaps its TOO MUCH of it

Great place to eat if you're a Korean fan~ =)

Lil CK gone. . .

31th January 2010 - Sunday

Lil CK passed away... T_T Now left Hermie alone.... *sighs*

PS : Hermie is a male terrapin i bought to accompany Lil CK

Because you are here

romaji
“naita tte ii n da yo” kimi ga fui ni sou itte kureta kara
nanda ka ureshikute namida ja naku egao ga koboreta

bukiyou sugiru kotoba de kimi wo kizu tsukete shimatta
soredemo hanareta ri shinaide
ima mo kou shite sasae ni natte kurete ru n da kitto…

kanaetai negai kanaetai yume todoketai omoi subete
shinji tsudzukeru koto ga kiseki o yonde mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo
zutto nee zutto mimamotte ite hoshii
dear my friends

“kimi nara daijoubu da yo” wakare kiwa ni sou itte kureta kara
kanjite ta kodoku ga sono hitokoto de kirei ni nakunatte

atarashii tobira wo hiraku sore wa dare demo kowakute fuan darake dakedo
senaka wo oshite kureta kimi wo omoidaseba
chikara ga afurete kuru kara ne

sunao na kimochi yuzurenai mono shoujiki na kotoba subete
koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara mirai wa hirogatte yuku yo
itsumo sou itsumo kokoro ni kimi ga iru kara
dear my friends

tachidomatte mo wasuresou ni natte mo
nando mo nando demo mae wo muite yuku to chikau yo
miageta sora hikari ga sashikonde iru
kimi ni mata aeru hi made

sunao na kimochi yuzurenai mono shoujiki na kotoba subete
koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara mirai wa hirogatte yuku yo

negai kanaetai yume todoketai omoi subete
shinji tsudzukeru koto ga kiseki o yonde mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo
zutto zutto mimamotte ite hoshii
dear my friends

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English Translation
Because you suddenly said, “it’s alright to cry”
I was somehow happy and smiled without a tear

Unfortunately, I’ve hurt you with overly clumsy words
Nevertheless you haven’t left me
You keep supporting me even now, surely…

The wishes and dreams I want to fulfill, all the feelings I want to send out
That in which I keep believing, summons a miracle and gets connected to the future
I want to watch over you, always, yes always
Dear my friends

Because you told me, “you will be alright”, at the time of our parting
The loneliness I felt, disappeared beautifully with those few words

Opening a new door is something everyone is afraid of
But when I remember how you've always encouraged me
I am filled with strength

I won’t surrender my honest feelings, all these honest words
If I can convey them with my voice, the future will spread out
Because you are in my heart, forever, yes forever
Dear my friends

Even if I stop or seem to forget
I vow that I will always keep moving forward
The sky above me is shining its light
Until the day I can meet you

I won’t surrender my honest feelings, all these honest words
If I can convey them with my voice, the future will spread out

The wishes and dreams I want to fulfill, all the feelings I want to send out
That in which I keep believing, summons a miracle and gets connected to the future
I want to watch over you, always, yes always
Dear my friends

PS : A nice game with such powerful lyrics~ It just reminds me how much i've missed you~
Despite that, i promised myself not to shed another tear for you this year~
Hope you dont see the tears behind my smile. . .

Possibility

Possibility - Lykke Li
OST New Moon

There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
All I wanted is gone with your stare
All I wanted is gone with your stare
So tell me when you hear my stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I would't know
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Know that when you leave
Know that when you leave
By blood about me you walk like a thief
By blood about me I fall when you leave
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my sigh is over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Know that when you leave
Know that when you leave
By blood about me I fall when you leave
By blood about me i follow your lead
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

The Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb

The Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb

The Meadow

The Meadow - Alexandre Desplat
OST New Moon

Don't Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight

Don't Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight - Binocular
Twilight OST

i lie awake and feel your nearness i never wanted more than this
i don't wanna run beneath your tears
i don't wanna catch them when they're falling

but now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that's the way it's supposed to be

don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye

i hope to see the dawn of daybreak and the sun rise to cloudless skies

and now i've tried to see the truth but i close my eyes
and you were there for me and i was there for you

don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye

but now i lie upon my face and though we tried
i guess that's the way it's supposed to be

don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over
and if you try and answer why it's just over it's goodbye
it's goodbye

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
Twilight OST

I was a quick wit boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you, Flightless Bird;
Jealous, weeping?
Or lost you, American Mouth;
Big Pill, looming?

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore, blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Crawl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?, Flightless Bird;
Grounded, bleeding?
Or lost you, American Mouth;
Big Pill, stuck going down

Smelly Lil CK

5th January 2010 - Tuesday

I'm a little worried on Lil CK~ She's not eating well~ Not with the tortoise pallets i fed her~ I put 3 pallets she didnt even touch it at all! But when i put the guppies food, she ate it (note that Lil CK is NOT a fish... It's a TORTOISE!!!)

The guy at the pet shop told me to leave it there for 2mins and she'll eat it herself~ I did that but when i came back to check on her 5mins later, its untouched~ And when i shake the tank, the food dissolved with the water ~_~ Whats the point of feeding it when it becomes ONE with the water anyways?

My friend suggested keep feeding the guppies food but i also need to feed her veggies as well~ It might work that way but she might start to pick on her food~ Better stick to the pallets. . . Perhaps change the brand?

Anyways, she hasnt been eating for quite some time~ 2 days i tried to feed her with the pallets and she didnt like it, and guess what, it made her home stinks~ Smelled like when you eat something nasty, and you let the air go through the back hole~ I know... Urgh...

So i took a shower for Lil CK, and myself~ Put her in the pail and she was swimming around happily~ And i was having my warm shower~ Since her lil house is kinda smelly, and i couldnt find any soap around, i washed her tank with what i washed myself... Dove shower Gel! Well at least her house doesnt stink THAT much now~ And she gets to smell my scent hmmm...

Anyways, back to Lil CK's diet, any tortoise food brand to recommend? Or anything that she should eat? If she continues to ignore her food, i'm bringing her to the vet to check if thers anything wrong with her (or the food i bought). . .